Alas!

And so there it was...
A ghost from the past
whispers my name,
renders me lame.

a lie was told,
a shield i hold.
never am i sure,
intentions were pure.

you put out your scheme.
Found it out in dim,
don’t expect me to trust,
nor believe you at last.

to south, the wind blows,
the river so it flows,
taking another step,
moving on another depth.

closing my eyes
I wanted to cry
but no tear was found
and calmness sound

and so there it goes…
emotions and all its hosts
thrown in deep abyss
in exchange for some bliss.

Alas…
I am free…